Anymore

from A Table by the Window by Bretton Lee John

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She used to be the sun that set out his childhood window
He used to be the one that she made swear he'd never go
As times went on his eyes would fade and lose their charming glow
As times went on her heart became unsure

Saying I don't think I love you anymore
Saying I don't think I love you anymore

And though he kept his promise well his heart began to roam
Towards his dreams and down an open road
When he'd come back from where he'd been
Her stares were growing cold there love was put away and growing mold

Momma I don't think she loves me anymore
Momma I don't think she loves me anymore

So he sits and thinks and he smokes and drinks just starin' at the floor
Feeling stupid useless drunk and poor
The door opens to an empty hall
And her memory permeates these walls
And as time went on he became unsure

Jesus I don't think I love me anymore
Jesus I don't think I love me anymore

Sleeps and walks and he grieves and talks
And packed her crap into an empty box and he slowly
Stopped going to the liquour store
And with his friends about the town he realized that he's better now
And that hardship is a gift of learning too

Well he had to learn to love himself some more
He had to learn to love himself more

And momma I don't think she loves me anymore
Well she told me she don't love me anymore
And he had to learn to love himself some more
He had to learn to let it all go

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from A Table by the Window, released October 22, 2020

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