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A Table by the Window

by Bretton Lee John

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1.
Highway 04:10
Out on a highway nearly breaking down These prairie winds they send me home And I remember the last time that I drove this stretch But it never felt so alone Always going somewhere seeing someone I was always coming home back to you And I remember the last time that you said you loved me Well I know now that these words were untrue And I'll watch you take the high road It passes over my heart And I\m dying here under the bridge All these memories now scars These memories now scars The last time I did this you still loved me The last time I drove home you were still there The last time I called you there was answer The last time I broke down you still cared And the last time I drove this road I was coming back to you Prairie winds never felt so cold When I was coming home to you When I was coming home to you Ooh Ooh Getting myself back now that I'm getting over you Ooh Ooh Making my way home now that I'm getting over you
2.
The Rules 04:58
You've got the strangest way about you You got a beautiful soul And I feel the strangest way about you Even though you'll probably swallow me whole And you built a wall out of coloured candy The kind you get from Japan You built a wall so now I wanna break it down Wishing that I was your man Darling you make me wanna break the rules When I'm staring at your face Darling you make me wanna break the rules Even though you'll probably put me in my place You grew up in a suburb of London Wearing chains and platform shoes And when I'm staring in your hazel eyes baby girl I forget everything I have to lose And you built a wall out of baggy hoodies It was stronger than mine And you built a wall so now breaking it down Is how spending all of my time And darling you make me wanna break the rules When I'm starring at your face And darling you make me wanna break the rules Without doing a god damned thing
3.
Rock Show 03:53
We first met at a rock show between sets you were having a smoke laughed at your friend as you took a drag The cherry glow lit up your face And I, Ithink I can love you Do you, think you can love me too That night that we got together One day one song one moment bleeding into forever We first met and I didn't know That emotions are hard so you'd rather joke Or the way that you hate it to hear your friends brag Or that you'd rather die than get caught in the rat race And I, Ithink I can love you Do you, think you can love me too That night that we got together One day one song one moment bleeding into forever
4.
If You Stay 03:01
I won't hurt you If you stay I promise to love you better If you stay I won't ever hit you again I mean like ever again Things will be better my dear If you stay And is this love or just the pain that I deserve? It makes me feel like shit but it brings me back to earth And I won't call the cops If you leave And I won't have to block your number If you stop calling me I thought that this could be better But this can't be healthy I thought that I'd be over it but it still gets to me And is this love or just the pain that I deserve? It makes me feel like shit but it brings me back to earth And is this love And is this love And is this love Is this love This can't be love
5.
Delicate 04:40
I'll wash the sins off of me Shield your sweet eyes cause you're delicate When you stand right next to me We're brisk little lovers so delicate This love is delicate It's so delicate to me This love is delicate It's so delicate you see It's delicate to me The little dance you do while you're undressing Reveals a body so delicate Before we both get too far ahead of ourselves Let's take a step back we're both delicate And I'll take you anywhere Wherever you wanted to go And I know you're scared But your heart's beating so slowly This love is delicate It's so delicate you see Our love is delicate It's so delicate you see It's delicate to me
6.
Next to You 04:36
I'll be here in the morning if you stay That way I can kiss you tomorrow We should go for breakfast at my favourite little spot I like you a lot, I like you a lot And I'll love you forever if you wait We can watch the birds fly south and back another day And I won't get tired of staring at your face As long as you stay true of heart I'll never fall from grace Time keeps passing me by As the weather gets warmer and there's wrinkles in our eyes And if you stay here with me I'll love you forever And I could used to coming home As long as you stay loving me wherever I may roam At times I know I'll drive you mad As long as you can hang with me there's loving to be had And at times I know I'll drive you wild Something I did that rubbed you wrong I was acting like a child You're the magnetic pull that's holding up my world Like a current needing grounding yeah you know I need my girl Time keeps passing me by As our bodies fade away oh there's still beauty in our eyes If you stay here with me Then I'll never leave And I wanna wake up next to you And I wanna sleep right next to you And you you know that it's true That I wanna spend my life with you I wanna spend my life with you
7.
Over It 03:52
I pray that my morning half cigarrette is enough to get me through Driving to work without thinking of you And then driving my car in to a ditch Because I can't stomach The way that you left me Now now Left me Now now And right now I should be over it Like all over it Could start forgetting about you And I'm wishing that I was over it Like all over it And I could start forgetting about you I'm lying that it's over cause it never really started I was on that plane but it never departed I guess that I'm just tired of knowing that I was lied to You can't flip the blame on me and say I never tried to But you loved me Now now You said you loved me Now now And right now I should be over it Like all over it And I could start forgetting about you And I'm wishing that I was over it Like all over it And I could start forgetting about you
8.
There's a dog on the street near the bicycle thief A busker who smokes, steel toes on his feet This place is strong with the love of a family And you are okay You are oh so okay You are okay You are oh so okay The street lights don't care if you're getting laid The creditor can wait 'til the day that you get paid And when you talk to god they'll turn to you and say You are okay You are oh so okay You are okay You are oh so okay
9.
The Wanting 04:29
in moments she became the heart of my many fixations a long night didn't shorten as I learned she was taken and I imagined our whole lives just transfixed on her picture and all that I have left for me is this screen and its flicker when he breaks your heart can I buy you a new one maybe not a heart but some coffee or wine it'd sure be shame if he met another girl and he fucker her and you're not a man's property but I'm wishing you were mine and I'm thankful for the wanting cause it's hope that gets me through a spinning wheel in my head of a future me and you and I know that I tell myself that it's better not to find out but that's a lie I use from time to time just to give myself some room just to give myself some room because when he breaks your heart can I buy you a new one maybe not a heart but some coffee or wine it'd sure be a shame if he ran away with another girl and I know that it's pitiful but I'm waiting here in line yes I'm waiting here in line and when he breaks your heart and when he breaks your heart and when he breaks your heart and when he breaks your heart
10.
Memories 04:42
Do you remember getting stoned? Behind the house that I was living in then We made love until the morning came That's the way that I remember you best Never really was my thing before I met you Take these memories so I can keep the rest Never got to say goodbye We never talked so I couldn't learn the reason why And all of these memories Make me think the best of you All of these memories Hope that you still have them too Do you remember Red Rocks? Uber driver nearly killed us on the way He's got kids to feed So I tipped him well and gave him five stars anyway Never been there before I met you So your thought is tangled in my memory Well someone call a sheriff and a lawyer Bring the troops to come evict you from my head And all of these memories Make me think the best of you All of these memories Hope that you still have them too All of these memories
11.
Anymore 04:28
She used to be the sun that set out his childhood window He used to be the one that she made swear he'd never go As times went on his eyes would fade and lose their charming glow As times went on her heart became unsure Saying I don't think I love you anymore Saying I don't think I love you anymore And though he kept his promise well his heart began to roam Towards his dreams and down an open road When he'd come back from where he'd been Her stares were growing cold there love was put away and growing mold Momma I don't think she loves me anymore Momma I don't think she loves me anymore So he sits and thinks and he smokes and drinks just starin' at the floor Feeling stupid useless drunk and poor The door opens to an empty hall And her memory permeates these walls And as time went on he became unsure Jesus I don't think I love me anymore Jesus I don't think I love me anymore Sleeps and walks and he grieves and talks And packed her crap into an empty box and he slowly Stopped going to the liquour store And with his friends about the town he realized that he's better now And that hardship is a gift of learning too Well he had to learn to love himself some more He had to learn to love himself more And momma I don't think she loves me anymore Well she told me she don't love me anymore And he had to learn to love himself some more He had to learn to let it all go

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All songs engineered and produced by Ian Dillon at Calgary Recording Company except songs 1 and 4 engineered and produced by Matthew Rederburg at the Farm in Lethbridge Alberta.

Mastered by Ian Dillon at Calgary Recording Company

Abby Amu plays electric guitar on tracks 3 and 9

Andy from Soft Cure plays drums on track 10

Keath Mueller plays trumpet on track 9

Reese Perry plays drums and bass on tracks 3 and 9

Matthew Rederburg plays drums on track 1

Photo by Keith Skrastins

All other instrumentation and all songs by Bretton Brulotte

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released October 22, 2020

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